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December 2nd, 2009

People Make Me Laugh

12/2/09 06:28 pm

I would just like to make a point of this...cyber bullying is terrible! I can't believe the horrible people that participate in crap like that; oh wait, I'm one of them.

Apparently saying something humorous on Facebook is not acceptable. Ellie's dumb ass has to print the papers and show them to Ms.Levin; wow I'm scared. As if she has any authority with what I do outside of school. Bitch, I'm in 2 college classes, have a 95 gpa, have friends, and still look good. Love you!!! xoxo

But wait, I'm not even done. This might be the most excitement I have had in all my 17 years of life. Francesca(Skittle and/or Neo), Michael(Little Smokey or douche), and Tubby Ho (yes that whore isn't even good enough to have a real name) are on my list to destroy. These three just make my day; seriously I loved that I got to blow up on someone. That's what you get when you want to be a brave soul and help your sister. And I definitely look better than all three of them on any given day! First off, it's not my fault you have terrible fashion sense, or you have a small dick, or you like to have sex in bushes. You better deal with that on your own time =]

On to better news, I met my soulmate at Fayetteville-Manlius HS yesterday! Colin is so adorable. Sean was a cutie. And those people from CT were so nice =] I can't wait until next month. I'm sure more people want to hear my singing ;)

Current Music: Glee

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November 23rd, 2009

I'm Back =]

11/23/09 08:25 pm

I know I haven't posted on here in quite a while, more like three weeks. But no need to worry, I'm back! I've been super busy as of lately, but it's all been worth it. I did well on my first marking period grade, I have all my college applications finished, and I feel more organized. It feels great!

Now all I need to work on is myself. I've been a little lazy in regards to my diet and excercise, but I did lose 2 dress sizes thus far! Brandon lost a little more than that, but it's all good =]

So I've decided to make a whole new person this year. Believe it or not, all 4 years through high school I haven't had any exciting experiences. So here's the deal: Brandon and I are definitely gonna get drunk! Maybe even smoke weed; my mom said it would be good to try it. It's a good thing McDonalds is filled with party animals because those are the exact people we need to guide us! Thank goodness for people that are completely insane!!!

Before I head off to college, I need to have some fun. I deserve to have fun and that's what I'm gonna do! Love life!

My new life motto: "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels." Such inspiration. Mind over matter.

XOXO

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Tik Tok by Ke$ha

October 28th, 2009

I don't play that!

10/28/09 01:58 pm

Well first off, I have lots of "stuff" to take care of. JCPenny is getting a call from me. They must not know that discrimination is illegal. Or maybe that uneducated employee that they hired doesn't know the meaning of self-respect. And Wegmans is surely getting a phone call too. Opening a bag with food in it is ILLEGAL!! I'll be sure to let them know about that health law.

After that, I'm going to bed. I am sick with the swine flu and I can barely function properly.

October 24th, 2009

Living For Me!

10/24/09 04:44 pm

I think I have finally surpassed my "please everyone" stage. I dropped calculus, thanks to Mrs.Gridley. I swear, she is my long lost sister. Then I talked with Jenn, my body image and mental guru. This girl is my rock when I feel like I'm not good enough, or not losing enough weight fast enough. She told me to do what I wanted, not what everyone expected of me. So BAM! Calculus is gone. I don't need that course anyways. I'm going to major in English and minor in journalism and business. In 10 years I will be a reigning Editor at a publishing firm!

Wow, I do have lots of dreams. I want to be a housewife, travel to Europe, and be a career woman. Psst, I can handle it.

Now all I have to figure out how to handle is my manic depression and what I should write my college essay on. I don't want it to be too generic, but something out of left field wouldn't be too great either. I'm sure I will figure it out soon. It will come to me naturally, I know it.

Current Music: Confessions

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October 19th, 2009

Why can't I stick to my diet???

10/19/09 08:26 pm

As people know, I am on this diet. Thus far I have lost 40 lbs (Props to Planet Fitness for that)! But I can never seem to eat healthy. Gosh I sure hate those wonderful food places with tasty entrees and desserts. Why do we even produce that kind of crap? They just want to see me fail, but it is my fault really. Haha!

I'm gonna still keep treading though! Those triple chocolate brownies can't stop me; but the strawberry cheesecake? That's another story. Let me view those celery sticks and protein shakes ahead! And those really cute skinny jeans at JCP, on sale nonetheless.

xoxo

Current Music: Disturbia

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October 18th, 2009

Lovin' It

10/18/09 08:51 pm

So dinner at Texas Roadhouse was amazing. I had food that was way off my diet, but it's all good. I'm going to the gym tomorrow! It was nice to see all my college friends. That will be me soon! Just as soon as I decide what I want to do with myself. All my intelligence and I can't even figure out what I'm gonna do in 6 months.

I really enjoyed my day at work. I get to sing into the headset, talk about my wonderful life, and sing even more. Then I went to JCP and spent like 50 dollars, I'm glad I actually have money to buy stuff, or I wish I did. But I got these really nice earrings and a wrap bracelet, fabulous!

Then I attempted to do homework at Brandon's house. Needless to say, that didn't get done. We never seem to achieve anything of importance, haha. The popcorn was bangin' though =]

xoxo

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October 17th, 2009

Facts of Life

10/17/09 04:01 pm

I haven't blogged in a while now; I guess I'm just not very exciting. But I do have some news from this past week.

FACTS

It's a fact that mens' clothing is so much better.
It's a fact that many people will fail at life. Those dumb potheads, alcoholics, and retards need a reality check.
It's a fact that excessive tanning is very bad. Just ask Amy. It isn't cute lil' fella.
It's a fact that I have a short tolerance for people who enjoy hearing themselves talk.
It's a fact that my life will be fantastic, while others wallow in self-pity. =]

xoxo

Current Music: 4Ever by The Veronicas

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October 9th, 2009

Hot Freshman??? Not!

10/9/09 05:41 pm

So, I have officially ended my plan to get with Hot Freshman. I suppose he is a little to young and I definitely don't want to be compared to some other senior gettin' with a freshman, no names needed. But I'm still on my mission to get a Boo, I need some type of adventure in my life.
Today I went to the gym. That sounds great, but before that, I had McDonalds. What a great way to counteract that! I went with Damian and Jessica, kudos to me for having them skip 5th block. Real cute!
Even better was this really unattractive girl who had all her business showing, that is a BIG NO. Ladies, men don't want to see all that when they first meet you. You gotta save some for the bedroom. It takes all the excitement out of it. Now, I personally wouldn't know, but I'm working on that. I can just sense things.

Current Mood: crazy
Current Music: Party in the USA

October 1st, 2009

Waking up in Vegas

10/1/09 04:46 pm

The story of my life? It's slightly disappointing that everything I do relates back to this song. Not to mention I sing it constantly all day, everyday. Here's a tribute to you, song I adore!

You gotta help me out
It's all a blur last night
We need a taxi 'cause you're hungover and I'm broke
I lost my fake I'd but you lost the motel key
Spare me your freakin' dirty looks
Now don't play me
You want to cash out and get the hell out of town

Don't be a baby
Remember what you told me
Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes, now
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas

Why are these lights so bright
Did we get hitched last night?
Dressed up like Elvis
And why am I wearing your class ring?
Don't call your mother
'Cause now we're partners in crime

Don't be a baby
Remember what you told me

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes, now
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas

You got me into this
Information overload, situation lost control
Send out an S.O.S.
And get some cash out
We're gonna tear up the town

Don't be a baby
Remember what you told me
Remember what you told me
Remember what you told me
Told me, you told me, you told me

Shut up and put your money where your mouth is
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas
Get up and shake the glitter off your clothes, now
That's what you get for waking up in Vegas

Shake the glitter, shake, shake, shake the glitter,
C'mon!
Get me some cash out baby
Get me some cash out baby

September 30th, 2009

Lying to myself?

9/30/09 04:06 pm

Ok so I normally don't care about relationships and love, but I've started. It's depressing to see everyone around me have someone to attach to. I'm not exactly a believer in relationships, but now I want to be.
Why do all men have to date the skinny girls that have no intelligence or personality? I understand that maybe they are pretty and maybe they are easy, but that's no excuse. Men should be more selective with their choices and maybe they won't get stuck with a nasty whore.
It's alright though, I'm not bitter. I will find a very nice guy when the time is right and they won't be crackheads or Harry Potter look alikes. Or try to fit in with the crowd. I mean, there are lots of guys out there so I'm not worried. But these losers will be very disappointed when I'm a hotter size 4 in a few years and they can't get me. XoXo

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: "I Look So Good Without You" by Jesse James

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